For Ed, in memory of his dear wife, Barbara..

12-31-2010, Today you slipped away, going on a journey I cannot yet take. My heart feels heavy as you pass by; a tear slips down my face as I wonder why you’ve left me behind. I think of all the treasured times, the smiles we shared, the sweet little moments. I smile sadly as I wait, for the time we may smile together yet again…
R.I.P. Barbara.

Blackness calling.

Walking down this road, who would ever think, that I feel utterly alone? From the smiles, and joy, that show upon my face. No one would know that I feel like falling, down into the blackness that’s there, and always calling. I look into its depths, and feel fear, and curiosity. But those black depths are dangerous, and will pull you in… and how would you escape once you fell in?

Goodbye?

My heart breaks in two, when I look at you. I never knew exactly how, I felt for you, and now I’ll never know… And as I whisper goodbye when you pass by, a small smile lights up your eyes, a tear slips down my face. I’ll never know how I felt or why you left, but now I know, this time has passed. So it’s time to start anew, and find the one, who’s more important than you.