Feel the burn?

Ever feel the burn, of holding in how you actually feel? You want to let it out, but can’t, or atleast you feel like you can’t.
You try to hide your feelings, sadness, anger, depression, pain, the list goes on. You smile, and act as if everything’s fine, you pretend everything is fine. Even if you feel like screaming at the world, asking what the hell, you don’t, and if you did that, people might think you’re a little crazy, we’re all a little crazy though; just no one wants to admit it. I try not to let people know, when something bothers me, I try to accept whatever is thrown at me. It’s not always easy, and sometimes I feel like I’m drowning, being weighed down, by everything I take, and don’t give, I just keep gaining all the crap people throw at me… the bad stuff is like rocks, imagine, you’re drowning, and something keeps tying rocks to you, it weighs you down, more, and more. And you can’t get free of the weight, and you can’t escape to the surface for freedom.
It creates a pain in your chest that never seems to lesson, and it’s hard to forget what people have said to you. People don’t realize, it’s easy to say crap to someone, and then forget it. But it’s a lot harder for the person who had crap said to them, to forget what’s been said. If you walk up to someone, and say they’re ugly or stupid, they’ll always remember that, think back on it, and that’s one of the rocks, that’s going to weigh them down, for a long time, maybe even forever.